This Longing

This is the land i was born in.The land called Malaysia...The land which is so special to me simply because it is my land...the land of my people..the land i love.

It has been over six years now since i come to istanbul...and three years since i last see it. How i long to see my mom and dad,my brothers and sisters, my nephews and nieces..even my relatives... to have the pleasure of being in an environment i was born in,to eat the food i desire and to speak the language i used to converse in.

This longing...it is not wise to dwell too deeply and too often into it....fate will decide when i will see it again...There is no point to hit rock bottom for the sake of this longing.Till then, i will enjoy what i have in front of me.